Tylers almost 9

Looking back and realizing we started on this crazy journey 9 years ago makes me remember how blessed we are.  How much this little boy has changed our lives.  9 years ago was when I got to start on this crazy love affair that is called motherhood.  Its the reason I am tired and exhausted.  It is constantly maddening, confusing and achingly amazing.  There is not a day that goes by I don't question what I am doing and if what I am doing is screwing this boy up.  I just love this young man with all my being and want so much for him.  He is my joy.

Tyler Bret,

You are smart, sensitive, and caring. You are stubborn, brave and determined. Your attitude will take you places and your laugh is always magic.  You are a spitting image of your father and there is nothing that I would want more.  I hope that you always know that you are not obligated to follow in the footsteps of either of your parents but it makes me proud that you at this point want to grow up to be just like your dad.  He is someone to be proud of and to model life after.

I know through the years you will be searching for your own answers in life.  That I can only help so much and sometimes you won't want my help although you are hurting.  Always remember that when you do need me, I am always here with an ear or a shoulder, and hand to always hold.  

I promise you that I will always love you, and raise you to be kind, brilliant and happy.  

Happy Birthday!